Taylor

I am a college student and I am majoring in Preaching Ministry. I am the only female in the preaching program. Ever since I was little, I wanted to be a pastor and yet, I was turned down by schools because they didn’t think it was biblical. It broke me and I had a really hard time figuring out my relationship with God. All I want to do is serve him with the gifts that I have and yet, I am not allowed to. I feel confused and tormented because I know I am not meant for anything else but serving God with my gifts of teaching and pastoring. I go back and forth on this daily.

The God that I know would not condemn me for serving him. He is about love! I don’t understand people who quote Bible verses telling me that what I am doing is wrong. Why is it wrong to serve God with all that you have? These thoughts plague my mind.